strenuous month

Now, aku rasa cam blog aku ni dah jadi blog hiburan lak walaupun niat pertama sekali blog ni dicipta adalah untuk bercerita tentang diri sendiri, tentang suka-duka aku sepanjang hidup...ala-ala diari tapi membenarkan orang lain membaca. Tapi sejak kejadian "aneh" dimana privasi aku menjadi satu obsesi pada individu yg lain amat menakutkan aku sendiri. Kenapa mesti kehidupan I uols nak tahu sampai begitu skali? Tapi aku tak salahkan sesiapa sebab aku sendiri yg 'membenarkan' privasi dibaca oleh orang lain. So now, I let myself be careful what every single day I'm doing...because of that, nothing to share about my life on blog. That's why jadi entertainment blog...hee~ 

But today, I'm telling some of my stories to you guys what i did in this month before we enter a new month - APRIL...gosh!! dah nak masuk half of the year...cepatnya masa berjalan... Apa pun, bulan nih I tak berapa nak keja sangat coz sibuk dengan interview sana sini. I'm ready for a new job and a new environment, so penat gak la ke hulur-hilir to attend every single interview. For the jobs I'm looking for, none it lah to specify details kann...nanti tak dapat, buat sakit hati jew..only my lover who knows about it. He's my spirit and my soul. Only him who fired me up to doing all this stuff. Couldn't do it without him...thanks love. And again, besides busy with interviews and jobs...I just sleep dowh...nothing else..just sleep...so damn tired!! Anyway, I keep telling myself the life is too short to be sittin' around...today is a new day and what i'm gonna do about it? So, kena banyak berfikir dan kena ada konkrit plan supaya for the next day, I know what I'm doing and I should be proud of myself...It's hard to stand on your feet if you feel everything is suck but believe me, semua ada hikmahnya (walaupun~!! if my lover read this, sure gelak punya...haha!!). Hmmm...that's all for today. Actually I wanna story more and more but I think the certain things should be keep in secret coz tak nak ada stalker yg tahu serba-serbi tentang hidup I dan mengacau hidup I. Sharing is caring but too much caring is scary!!