Celaru dan Keliru

need my superman :(

Dah hujung tahun pun, rasa diri ni mcm feeling masa study dulu.. nak enjoy n enjoy n don't feel get into something serious n feel more matured even obviously I'm now step into one year plus in my age calculation now. Owh gosh...x suka tua n tanggungjawab yg makin berat skrg..urghh~ Setiap hari bangun selalu always say something positive in my head but end up like crap. Tak nak salahkan takdir but at the same time nak jugak rasa diri ni feel always lucky n malang tu sebulan skali ke..boleh?

the best way to relieve stress - get yourself wet! ;)

This month memang tak berapa nak seronok dari segi personal but my job like awesome.. Alhamdulillah, Tuhan tu adil.. tak elok personal life, cantik tang career..ok la tu kan. I lose my bestie but Tuhan let me found a new one n dia sangat comel! I won't tell uols is he or she.. just use 'dia' will let uols wondering who is it - she or he? Guess n good luck.. haha~!

Early month memang rasa down jap sbb keja sangat banyak n xde masa nak focus apa yg patut..memula ingat mmg sampai hujung bulan malang sesangat malang abadi tapi now I feel loosen up balik. Maybe stress sbb kewangan, that for sure sbb time year end sale la duit dah habis..habis nak shopping this month cam harapan lah.. leh tgk je sales merudum jatuh cam durian tengah masak.. poor me~ But the good news is.. sebelum taip blog ni, dengan semangat kuasa bulan.. terus buat excel nak plan my finance for years ahead n I did it.. woot woot~! Tak sangka tetibe leh terpikir nak wat camtu n rasa cam first time lak guna ilmu finance aku yg dah lama terpendam sejak zaman dinosaur lagi..eh..sejak habis study dulu..huhu..

Kat kengkawan yg terasa berhutang dengan Iols bertopengkan bidadari nih, sila buat2 la faham.. takyah guna taktik belanja iols makan n puji lahanat puiii segala untuk buat diri I lupakan hutang piutang uols.. tolong ye.. kita tak larat nak carut bila dah hujung tahun nih. Bila ungkit karang marah tapi tak cakap, buat senyap mcm kontrol berak kat jamban public..taknak bunyi tapi bau tetap terkeluar jua.. ader peribahasa camtu..kesah? haha!

So anak-anak cucu cicit Adam sekalian, kalau tau diri tu sebahagian ahli syurga.. sila tunaikan kewajipan anda.. tapi kalau dah sah nak ke neraka..what to do kan? I tak kata diri I sempurna tapi bila mulut n attitude macam sampah.. statement sampah jua I bagikan..lalala (matila..sengaja cari gaduh kat blog nih)~!  

Anyway, ni blog I kan...saje nak drama bagai nak rak tapi seriously in deep of my heart, I'm always appreciate my life now especially my friends - uols the biggest support n my backbone, without uols..maybe I end up crying like 2 years ago..taknak terlalu weak but taknak terlalu ego. Kalau ada salah, tegur je even kekadang takleh nak accept but I will if the issues kena pada tempatnya. Now nak cari bini, cam funny,, nak cari partner..hmm..still mengharap mungkin? Entahlah.. harap 2014 can bring me something yg baik baik hendaknya coz 2013 for me was like my rise from the darkness seem it better than 2012 which full with sorrow n sadness. Happy Holiday n HAPPY NEW YEAR 2014. Assalamualaikum.:)

p/s: I LOVE YOU 24/7.