boredom...

first skali...ya tuhan! hentikanlah kemalasan aku nih...! y'know what...actuallly kalau boleh, mmg everyday aku post blog but my tahap kemalasan mcm kucing bunting, makan tido makan tido dan tido je keje...when eyes open, otak seriously lembab nak mampos.. mcm xde engine dlm otak aku ni..everything yg aku buat semua dlm slow motion n take a long time to settle it..gosh! what happen to me??? ingat bila 'percutian' di bulan Januari ni bagi aku semangat for doing something yg mmg susah nak buat bila time keja..tapi keja aku tido je memanjang!! Bila online, dah rajin pulak monitor shopping..belinye tidak, last2 keje apa pun x buat. January totally sucks, I'm suffering a severe case of New Year Boredom. wat da hell!! Sayang, if you read this...help me!! keep me busy n sane..thats all I want..tapi bila fikirkan balik, nak jaga anak buah lagi, itu pun dah kira keje..keje yg menyampah..that's insane! xleh nak buat apa..juz tengok apa yg diorg buat n bagi susu kalau diorg wat hal sampai makbapak budak ni balik dari keja...itu dapat penat n sakit hati je..kepuasan bekerja? nahh~

pasal story sephora tu..I think I just stop like that...takpun just selit2 kat celah2 blog ni je..coz dah dpt review from my friends and as I thought...it disaster post ever made!!! soooo LAME... I wish I can delete that post but it's ok lah seem ada jugak something story about me yg org nak tau..(nak ke org tau pasal kau hazel? feeling!). Actually bukan apa...I leh je elaborate story tu details but you just know me...I'm not a kind of person yg nak citer baik baik sahaja whereas I'm a sarcastic person n easy to annoy with surrounding. n y'know what, my kawan cakap boring sebab x citer betul2..apa?! ko kata x citer betul2??! hellooo Jenab Jones...if I'm telling the truth...of coz blog I jadi bahan bukti bawak ke court tau! sume secret aku tau like the palm of my hand. dinch lah!! n u expect citer tu from my perspective, lagi panas la blog aku nih. Bersyukurlah post tu sedingin seperti lelaki yg tak berminat nak main dgn kau even dah sekatil...kakuuu je. Im not hypocrite...but at the same time, I love to keep my relationship with my friends..benci lah sentap2 nih. So, baik kita senyum n accept siapa kwn kita. Buat apa nak memilih sangat. Uols bukan calon2 bintang popular pun. As I said, just kawan. Kan fun if we work n laugh together from hurting each other, isn't it? if you my BEST friend, for sure I tak selindung apa2 sebab kita best friend! kita share susah senang sama2 dan x back-stab each other. I played fair for everybody but they not appreciated me enough. Mungkin salah aku, sebab aku baik dgn sume org dan pandai simpan rahsia. Bila masing2 bukak citer masing2, I can see everyone problems n kat situ kita leh nampak true colors of our friends. But still, I respect my friends n kwn cam biasa, no judging, no prejudice, & no discrimination. 

Tapi yg x best bila kita disuruh kwn ni n jgn kwn tu...heloo! I bukan budak form 3 yg giler populariti n pilih kwn. If I feel comfortable with someone, I ok je. Seem I dah lama hidup, yg di benci ramai org tu bila kita kwn rapat dgn dia, kita akan nmpak sisi dia yg best..x kisah sedih or happy..kita akan terfikir camner dia leh go on dgn life dia meanwhile everybody hate him/her. What a life... Apa pun, I tak marah pun coz tak leh nak blame pasal kritikan tu coz mmg ada rasional bila diorg cakap camtu coz they don't know anything. Gila kalau diorg tau satu2 rahsia dlm poket otak aku nih... leh wat perang dunia..hoh0! pasal post tu, untuk kebaikan semua, bohong lah aku kalau aku kata masing2 perfect, n boring kalau kita perfect sangat. n thats happen with my previous post, boring sbb citer cam perfect family sangat. In the end, citer cam lahanat. Y'know what behind the post I buat tu, story tu panjang tau! I love it tapi I cut n cut supaya x jadi sensitive n too personal sampai leh wat gossip. Berjam la jugak nak edit the whole story supaya bila dibaca, kita mampu tersenyum atas kenangan tu...tapi too bad for me, org mintak more from first post tu! gosh! only one person yg faham why I'm not telling every single detail about the story. thank YOU. you faham n simpan 'senjata rahsia' tu bila tiba masanya...hohO!! perhaps I'm not expert to edit the post seem I'm not a hollywood writer yg leh wat post tu jadi meletup n leh adapt onto the movie...I wish kalau boleh kan...n sorry lah if post tu mcm nowhere story..huhu~

sebab tu lah I try to improvise d post mcm masukkan pic yg x berkenaan, so kalau x suka citer, suka pic tu pun okaylah...n once again, mmg lah ni personal blog encik hussin!! apsal bengap sangat nak compare blog I dgn blog yg lain? u ingat I jual macaroons dlm blog nih? jual lingerie? kaki gosip artis? jadi fashionista? aduiiiii....pening kita la wak.. perlu kah saya menerangkan secara terperinci tentang tujuan, visi dan misi blog ini? for god sake!! just read with your open mind bitch! malas la sarcasm sangat macam post dulu2..even it's classic as fuck...but I nak sweet this time...leh tak? haha!! Anyway, I'm not telling twice why this blog exists....daa~

p/s: I LOVE YOU. I wish you were here.